I often think about what will I do,if I can do anything I want.
At the moment, there is an answer which I move to a place where the weather and temperature are stable all year round, shut off digital equipment as much as possible, while enjoying musical instruments , reading and walking around museums to spend every day.
But I get bored of things easily, so I'm going to get tired soon. Maybe I should keep in mind as a longing, rather than making it realize.
And I don't want to be too lonely. I don't often stay with my friends so much, but I like to talk to people and just chat with various people at work. I am not a type that actively engages with people,but I am a kind of social person,I hope.
I have heard that humans are essentially animals that are useless without social involvement. Certainly, it is of course possible to reject as much of the interaction with others as possible, I also had exeprienced such thing once).Though my stability was maintained to some extent, but it was vulnerable.
On the contrary, if you go to a party frequently or keep posture continuously like Jim Carrey's "Yes man" ,the cost of mind is high, so few people will go ahead too much.
Well, I used "vulnerable" above. Just because most of human troubles are caused by human relations (or oneself in society), you shouldn't cut every ralationships to decrease your trobles. Once an unexpected case occurs, your pace will suddenly and completely change.
Unless you have something to focus on and you can't see or hear anything other than immerse yourself, most people, including me, can't be enthusiastic. We need connections with others more or less.
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